true friends are hard to find....

I still can't believe that I actually broke down today~~

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A true friend is all I need....I don't need a friend who talks crap all the time~~

No offense...

But I felt especially lonely these days...

Even with super amplified laughters all around me...

Still...

I feel empty~~

To all my best friends,

Where are you?

I miss you girls.

I seriously do.

ps: mummy sensed my sadness and tears immediately streamed down my face..."Mom, I just couldn't blend myself with my new friends...All play and no work just isn't my style...I can't afford to change myself in order to get closer to them....I can't...">_<

This is the first time I find myself saying this.....I'm lonely....Loneliness is killing me....