*Smiles Again*

Teehee maybe you are right Xin Lin, maybe all of you are right....I think too much...
I guess I should not be too nerdy or too playful, just, somewhere in the middle. That should balance myself well enough =)

Don't worry, I'm feeling much better now ^^ Heehee! Hey! Jia Pei is back in the house !!Muahaha XD

sot sot edi~~~swt....

true friends are hard to find....

I still can't believe that I actually broke down today~~

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A true friend is all I need....I don't need a friend who talks crap all the time~~

No offense...

But I felt especially lonely these days...

Even with super amplified laughters all around me...

Still...

I feel empty~~

To all my best friends,

Where are you?

I miss you girls.

I seriously do.

ps: mummy sensed my sadness and tears immediately streamed down my face..."Mom, I just couldn't blend myself with my new friends...All play and no work just isn't my style...I can't afford to change myself in order to get closer to them....I can't...">_<

This is the first time I find myself saying this.....I'm lonely....Loneliness is killing me....

Happy Belated International Donuts Day!! =)

Heart them lottsss~~

Current love~SNSD

Love Yoona the most!! She's sooo pretty~in fact, they are all very pretty~perfect group of nine ^^

Sorry for the late update~ I have been really busy trying to catch up with my studies to prepare myself for the mock.

Really glad that moral & malaysian studies final exams were finally over~(I passed my malaysian studies even before my final exam lol, not bad, I had the chance to experience what being a lazy kid is like...entering the examination hall with an empty brain, well, not exactly empty because I helped Yik See with her studies and I tried to memorize the facts at the same time too...haha I just couldn't help it ^^ anyways, the exam was really tough. I doubt myself to pass the exam if it wasn't because of my high assignment and presentation marks)

Just had my statistics mock exam this evening. It was tough. Desperately in need of more practice. Gotta buy stats past years' questions compilation tomorrow +.+ To my surprise, I prefer mechanics rather than statistics now (; But still, I have to score well for all my subs.

Upcoming revision schedule: Physics and Chemistry~

Mom is being very strict to me today by not letting me to hang out with my classmates tomorrow after class~ but I know she loves me ^.- She doesn't really know my college friends yet and Cheras is a bit too far, therefore she's worried. My typical mom who loves me too much. I'm a pampered girl, I know. Part of me doesn't want to go out anyway because I'm giving my studies as my first priority~~

And not to forget my two new darlings, Fifi and Happy!!~~^^

This is Fifi. She lives on my notebook black bag. She can easily camouflage herself with her black shelter so she's safe from harm =)

This is Happy =D I name her Happy because she's always so HAPPY.

I want to be like her so I bring her everywhere by attaching her to my handphone lol.

*Smiles*

Oh yes~This glossy nude beige Vaio is owned by me now! I didn't choose pink because the pink is a lil too dark =) This is in between pink and gold~ Perfect!

~I suddenly feel like skating today~but that'll be after my exams...gogogo!

Alright, enough for this post, will update later~ or WAY later maybye haha.

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I know losing a friend is ain't cool~but my dear, I'm not losing you as a friend, we have our own paths to go, and that is perfectly normal~ Distance isn't strong enough to break us apart. But you my friend, yes, I am telling you that you are wrong about losing the battle and that you are not strong enough to handle this. The battle is still on, and the final result is still unknown. I do not know which Satan infected you and made the strong and tough girl weak, but believe me, anything begins and ends with YOURSELF. Winning or losing the battle depends on your WILL to get through this catastrophe. Have FAITH in yourself. If you are losing it, I'm lending mine to you =) Gambatteh my friend! I love you~

Hey all,

I will not be using sam_catherine@hotmail.com as my msn messenger address anymore...My account got hacked I think....the password just wouldn't work >_<
Anyway, please do add my new account to your list >>

samjpcol@gmail.com

Thank you,

and sorry for the inconvenience.....

ps: f*** the hacker!